The Lyme bacteria coursing through your body is a physical, tangible entity vanquishing another. Without question, at times it feels this entity has devoured every last bit of fight we could conjure. This is where you've been misled.
See, there was a time when you could feel everything. Every laugh and every love that could appeal to your sense and understanding of happiness and life. For now you have lost your touch but never should you feel responsible for such a loss. It was never your fault but may I remind you with certainty that it's not forever. There will come a day when all the pain and suffering will be buried along side the doubts you never thought you could rid. A life will be reborn.
To get there though takes courage, persistence and patience. The most important of them all is to never let the bacteria invade your soul because once it does your life becomes its taking. Never allow it to transform everything you ever were but do understand the person it has made you realize has always existed in you. Your soul is the last defense you have to continue an existence. It contains the greatest quintessential understanding a human being can employ. You would have never imagined you'd be forced to tap into such a powerful resource.
There is a reason you're still alive and one that can only be proved by what you have yet to become. You've been given time and it is your chance to critically think of the best means of killing the bacteria. Allowing you to reclaim a lost life that could never have been done through a presumptuously expected seize of existence. Lyme may destroy every physical aspect of your body. It may obstruct every rational thought and feeling but it can never steal your soul.