Numb

It's quite the isolated feeling

I'd rather feel pain

The assurance of life 

I have no interest in anything

Any purpose to fulfill has taken an exodus

I can understand that it is temporary but it still burns without the pain

Normally when you have an experience it creates an emotional investment inside of you

At the moment, any emotional investment passes right through

It is the complete emotional standstill

Describing the feeling provides a purpose and solace but not to be accepted as either until a later date

An experience becomes a memory after time has taken it away 

Your purpose is the existence you invest in an experience

This experience is quite the hell