I can't believe it's been over 2 months since my last blog post. It's the longest I've gone without writing one; which could be a good thing!
On the 15th of December, which is in 9 days, I will have been on the Buhner protocol for exactly 4 months. Is it working? Yes.
Before I started the Buhner protocol, I was skeptical when I read a review on it in which a person claimed that in just a few weeks, many of their symptoms have dissipated. Another claim was that in just 6 months, all of their symptoms were gone! It just seemed too good to be true and that if it really was as great as it was being proclaimed, why didn't I know about it all along? Why was it not constantly plastered in my face? How come I've never seen vast numbers of raves about it on online forums? Because that's the stark reality of Lyme Disease.
It's quite the isolated feeling
I'd rather feel pain
The assurance of life
I have no interest in anything
Any purpose to fulfill has taken an exodus
I can understand that it is temporary but it still burns without the pain
Normally when you have an experience it creates an emotional investment inside of you
At the moment, any emotional investment passes right through
It is the complete emotional standstill
Describing the feeling provides a purpose and solace but not to be accepted as either until a later date
An experience becomes a memory after time has taken it away
Your purpose is the existence you invest in an experience
This experience is quite the hell
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