When I look back at the physical state of my body and mind when all of this started, my body was reeling, but my mind was optimistic and still possessed a great desire to enjoy life. Now the opposite is true as my body is no longer reeling, but my mind is. I remember reading long ago that the mind is the last part of the body to heal from Lyme. Whether that is true or not remains to be found.
"I cannot live I cannot die
Nothing left to do but try
I'm falling underneath your spell
Lift you up from your own hell
Numb yourself now from the pain
Wandering out in the rain"